Day 9

So far, today has been great....except for the moments in between being busy when I think about Ex, his new girlfriend, and indulging in feelings of loneliness. I have a feeling this is going to be the greatest struggle- learning how to cope with these feelings, learning to be okay single. I continue to pray that Jesus protects my heart right now because its still very weak and vulnerable. I wish I were over Ex. I want to move on...to bigger and better things. What's better than my Creator-Redeemer? Really, nothing, and its silly for me to have these feelings. But, in human weakness, I do, and I'll have to pray for strength. Does anyone have any suggestions? I'm keeping busy, making new friends, hanging out at night....I really do have full days and so I'm not wallowing or anything....